Contempt

I am contemptuous of hypocrites and cowards because I feel they are no better than animals. The mere thought of them brings on a wave of revulsion over me. Yet ironically their existence helps me stay on the right path, helps me be determined not to be like them.

I realize that the need to survive sometimes forces us to do the very things we abhor and turns us into hypocrites and cowards. I hope I won't find myself in that situation. I have too much pride and abundant feelings of superiority to degrade and debase myself as the motherfuckers in NZ, Australia, Vietnam, and the U.S. (2 dudes each in D.C, Houston, and CA) have done. They are absolutely filth and scums of the earth, holding no genuine sense of self-respect.