Words and Reality

Words and Reality

Reality, especially the metaphysical kind, can be reached by many ways: fasting, silence, music and chanting, words from teachers, observations of behavior of teachers, and your own words which rise from deep within as your soul is tested and tortured by acts of evil, ignorance, pride, or fraud.

Since you are a man of words, you invite others to talk so you can have access to their souls, if they have any. The more a man talks, especially in moments of anger, the more he reveals himself and his true character.

You talk too much nowadays. Time to back off.

You look at the women parading themselves up and down the street with hardly any clothes on and you feel sad, not excited. You feel sad not for them, but for yourself, for things that could be with Laura and how you were so naive and gullible with her. The wound went deep into the center of your being and stayed there and refused to heal simply you loved, adored, and trusted her so much. In other words, you were so stupid of not cultivating a touch of cynicism in you.

That was why you suffered. And you suffer still.