Many years I suffered in ignorance

For years I suffered in ignorance.
I relied on others for affirmation and acceptance.

Now I am startled
when willows sway in the wind, without a care
And leaves depart from trees and hang in the air
And birds on tall branches call for one another

Now my only companion is my own shadow
And I feel complete.

Still, I miss my mother
And do I miss her so.