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Satiated and laden and weighed down with food, you lumbered around in the backyard of your mind. Plopped down on a sofa and feeling guilty and animalistic for overeating, you had a sudden flash of insight of the connection between food and meaning of life and sex and friendship and love and calmness and longing for company yet disdain for any efforts to impose ostracism on you. The more you read and the more knowledge you acquire, the more you are aware of the animal heritage in Man. All your problems derive from feelings of loneliness and the desire to be understood and loved. Once you are aware of this dynamics, you are undertaking a project of transcending this emotional and social need. As for biological needs, apart from food and shelter you really don't care for anything else. Sex is a joke. A temporary respite from loneliness. Another battleground of power. All the assholes and motherfuckers have failed to realize is that you are very independent-minded and don't mind being alone. You do have pride. Fuck them!