Anger and Change

Roberto, you are busy to instigate changes. What you need to to bring change to yourself.

But without acting on causes and interacting with others in the process, I would not really know who I am and what aspects of my personality that need to change for the better.

Good point. But please watch your anger and your words very carefully. All your life you have been hurt because of them. You have been lucky and you have been wise in not acting on your stupid thoughts. Meditate more. Be more loving and gentle. Breathe deeply. Contain your ego. Work on yourself. There are always people smaller and bigger than you. You cannot change them. The only person you can change is yourself. Go placidly in this world of noise and treachery. I know you have been naive about love and despite your adopting an indifferent exterior to it, you secretly hope and think and fancy that you are loveable. The trick is to cultivate peace inside you and it will manifest in the way you interact with others. Slowly, as time passes by, you will see a difference on how others perceive you and act towards you.