Meditations

Other bloggers write about everyday events. You dwell on the fighting, conflicting forces in you. This morning upon waking up, you were amused with the ultra-violent thoughts you had concerning a scumbag. That led to an insight that it is important for you to be pleasant at all times because you would never know what kind of dark thoughts you could arouse in the minds of monkeys and dogs and pigs. You have interacted with them and you already know what kind of trashy thoughts and ideas that they hold as "true". In fact, they have made you feel much better about yourself. You realize that you are not stupid after all. Also, the insolence and undeserving haughtiness of the ugly and stupid bitch amused and pissed you off at the same time. Every dog thinks it is some kind of special dog, meriting respect and esteem, while in fact, it is only a miserable runt, roaming the streets of life and feeding on human shit and garbage in order to survive. The moment it opens its mouth and starts barking, you know exactly what kind of shit-eating dog it is. That's the funny thing about humans and dogs. Prolonged inferiority complex leads to undeserving feelings of grandeur. Too often ignoramuses try to pass themselves off as scholars. Sick and pathetic! Don't think the irony is lost on you. You are learning to be sensitive to all manifestations of transference and projection. Unlike most scumbags and assholes, you are very honest with yourself. Ignorance is not a crime. Nor is it a permanent condition. All you need to know is to realize you don't know shit about a certain subject. Then you start learning about it. That honest attitude is far better than to open your stinking mouth pontificating or mouthing off as if you did actually know what you are talking about. The stupid thing about humans and dogs is that they don't want to appear that they are ignorant, so they pretend to speak as if they knew something. That's when you look at them and feel amused and nauseous at the same time.